Nicholas

I had find all these horoscope website…. as alot of ppl (one by one) came to me and ask me for it… and i think i will post it up here…so that all of u guys can check it out…

But remember to leave me a comment to tell me whether is it accurate….

http://web.singnet.com.sg/~trflch/aquarius.html

http://web.singnet.com.sg/~trflch/pisces.html

http://web.singnet.com.sg/~trflch/Aries.html

http://web.singnet.com.sg/~trflch/taurus.html

http://web.singnet.com.sg/~trflch/gemini.html

http://web.singnet.com.sg/~trflch/cancer.html

http://web.singnet.com.sg/~trflch/leo.html

http://web.singnet.com.sg/~trflch/virgo.html

http://web.singnet.com.sg/~trflch/libra.html

http://web.singnet.com.sg/~trflch/scorpio.html

http://web.singnet.com.sg/~trflch/sagittarius.html

http://web.singnet.com.sg/~trflch/capricorn.html

Sorry for those who keep on seeing that my blog is keep updating… but too bad… when a person get bored… he will do lots of unnecessary stuff… so too bad man… u have to bear wif it duh!

This blog… no matter wat other people might say… i will still right… as i recieve comment on my blog are boring.. but who cares…  i dun care… i just type wat i like… sorry for u guys…

Okok …. how am i going to start…

Today since 8.30am i was like working non stop in isetan… and i was sweating like i just open a water tap… whole shirt wet within 30 min … even though i was in an air con environment… but who knows… the work is like non stop lo.. shag out.. carry this and that… omg.. stress.. and when it is 9am… where the gates open…

Those aunties run into the shop… hey is RUN lo… REally Sprinting lo… no joking.. come over to us and snatch those knifes from us… and cooker.. (for ur information i was in the household department..)SO i can only see aunty and granny ,mummy…. sad… but alrite la… as till now then i realise… those mothers..can be so beautiful lo…LAO Chio(OLD PRetty ladies)! lol joking la… i know it`s bad to tease them this way…

But something i cannot ta han is that… they buy things as if it is free lo…just grap and take… some aunty even run to the cashier and buy their stuff at 9.10am… see from level one to level four..pick their stuff and buy it and deposit at the counter…( if i`m not wrong la.. from wat i see…maybe i`m wrong) but from wat i feel… its rite…

then… during mid way … i was tranfer to the be a wrapper in the cashier…

Then being a wrapper also give me headache lo….. why i say so… actually workingwif the aunty cashier is fun and i enjoy workign wif them… but is the customer… and some situation that i feel weird… like wat…

when some customer.. female customer… come to the cashier and the bought a bag up… wrap wif many plastics bags.. like drugs.. then as the aunty unwrap it… oic… so it was her BRA la… she look at me so weirdly… like a lil shy and a lil angry … like if i touch her bra… she will kill me like that… but please lo!! WHo…. the hell she think she is that i love to or want to touch her bra lo… and for ur information… her bra is like… so big.. at least a F Cup size…. scary lo.. like for cow… (*no offence…i just say wat it come into my mind ok*) but i really dun wan to touch.. but wif no choice i had to wrap it into the plastic bag lo… so i whisper to the aunty… and ask for help… then the worst thing is that that aunty thought i very useless… say bra also dun dare to touch? But please lo… it`s not i dun wan… is she make me pai sae lo… and who will wan to touch her precious bra… at the first place… and that aunty can be my granny lo… hah ai never blame her la… i just find it stupid of myself lo… really funny…i mean the situation…hiaz… okok

next…

There is another case…. while i am walking at the sale floor and help out… walk ard… then a supervisor ask me to carry some stuff for  few aunties…to the taxi stand which is at a very far place… the opposite side of the building… it was a long way lo… why me… askk i have already walk for very long and some of my friends are enjoying their life ther lo… nvm… so as usual i will put a smile and do it…as i believe… if i `m going to do it no matter how… why make it so unwillingly.. then i choose to do it willingly and happily…. like helping a few old ladies… to carry heavy load.. like doing some kind work… so i felt so happy too… who knows… they really very BU KE QI… I one person carry 6 big bags… and they are empty handed… lol… power la.. and one of them walk infront… so power lo… dun even look back… this is the first time i felt i`m not wenhao any more…. CALL ME MARIA NEO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Then guess wat… i cannot escape the fate of BRA…. they even shout across the escalator while i`m in between of them… so loud sae….

"TODAY WE NEVER BUY BRA HOR…….YAR REALLY FORGOTTEN… NVM WE BUY IT LATER……"

after hearing that… i fainted…….

U imagine….

Honestly… i really dun mind acc my Gf Go and buy her bra…

I dun even mind if i going to acc my mother go buy her bra(Although i know she wun wan me too la)

I Dun even mind if  i accompany any of my close friends or even friends yo buy theirs…

BUT… why a grp of old aunties… where i dun know them… and they treat me like maria…. omg.. so this is customer service… i understand that… so again i choose to be doing thing willingly again… i wait for them wif the six bags outside a lingrie shop…. so pai sae… ppl look at me wif 4 old granny choosing bra… omg…

Ok… then i end it short… i carry their stuff to the taxi stand.. and of course… good service alwasy provide a smile at all times… and do stuff willingly…(hey i`not complaining ok… i`m just expressing how amazing my life was!) then who know while i say bye bye and walk a distance from them… they shout at me…AH BOY COme… comee… okok  i thought they need me again… then who know they slot me $4 for tips… i say dun wan la… no need … it`s my job….

then who know they force it.. and even wan to put inside my pocket…

then i took it lo… then i think back… lucky i never show black face to them.. if not… i will feel bad lo… lucky…..  then i feel a lil happy … as they appreciate me at last… i`m not maria any more…. at least i`m a BELL BOY NOW!!

Ok… as i though after i knock off… my story end… who knows… while i`m in the train… as i stood at the side of the door… listening to music and dozing… then i felt something weird happen… i feel a hand brushing at my forearm…. i open my eyes.. then i say a guy… dun know is a malay or a indian la… can`t tell..  the stood beside me… i thought he is talking to his friends at the side… so he stand so close to me… then i ingore and close my eyes again… then i brush me again… i look back at him and look behind me.. see wat he and his friends are doing… who knows… there are no one… FUCK!!! he stand up to brush me… I almost punch him lo.. and i think the whole train dun know he brush me lo.. i stare at him so fierce that i think he can hear my breathing… he sudden retreat to the other side of the door… i stare at him… then he act as if nothing happen…

i stares at him.. till i make sure he dun look at me any more… his eyes that look at me like to DEAD FISH EYES LO…. feel like puking… shit lo….. then sometime he still look at me.. fuck him… if he touch me one more time… i make sure.. he will be on the floor… i hate gays who touch me wherever they like… (sorry if i`m too vougar… sorry) but i cannot stand it lo….

wow..this blog are long rite…. but i really cannot ta han lo… but over all… i still enjoy the day in isetan… all the dunny situation and dun i have…. i just love it… but not that fucking gay…. dun let me see him again….

It was such an enjoyment to wake up late…

*tone* My ring tone wake me up and i look into my hp … it`s 12 pm… wow… it was so late and i feel so great… i seldom get a chance to sleep till that late since many years ago…ever since i entered army… revealli timing is always 0530hrs and wake  up.. now.. my life is such an enjoyment…

Then i just slack ard…get a glass of milk and stay in front of my pc for a long time…chatting and reading mails… seem too be relaxing…but at least i do some housework and laundry !Then i decided to go swimming… i love swimming and everytime i went ther alone… as everyone is busy… so it`s a norm  to me and actually i enjoy going there alone… can have some time to reflect and enjoy the peace…but..(The weather just like to play wif me… as everytime when i wan to go swimming, it will rain..everytime when i changed to my swimmin trunk, it will rain) and today …. it`s since perfectly fine… And initally i thought the weather treat me so well to day…*Touched*

I get my gear and i made my way to the swimming complex..and i realise that it was closed! super suay… they having a stupid meeting…hiaz… really have no fate…!! so wat to do i go back home and do some work out lo… hiaz…waste my trip…

Then when i bypass my block and i realised something ….

An auntie… in her 30ties.. was standing at the middle of the road… she was pointing to a bangala street cleaner… and she keep on sclolding… very loudly… and of coz.. it caught my attention..as i need to cross the road in order for me to get home.. then… i heard…she is scolding abt an indian girl and she say..

Siao Aunty: HOW I KNOW!! SHE SO BLACK.. THE GIRL SO BLACK…HOW I SEE HER… U  ALSO SO BLACK….WHY ALL OF U ARE HERE!!! U WATCH OUT…. I TELL U … u all better watch out…!!! I hate ALL OF U

(she look scary…really scary…like someone really get on her nerves….)

but the bangala just do his job and kept sweeping and he ignored her…… while that siao aunty still standing in the middle of the road scolding…

No one bother abt her… she is just annoying… and really irritating… i even thought of calling the police to get her to mental hospital.. as she seem adnormal…but dun care liao… As at that time my mood is foul… as too much thing bottle up in me… especially i just made an empty trip… so i just hack care abt it…. just hope that she will get tired after scolding non -stop for a long time and i decided to go home… if not i throw a water bag down…..LOL( thinking of that.. i guess it`s illegal )

  Hiaz….I wan to work.,… i need $$ … i never miss my pink IC so much before….

This botak… imitate 25 ppl and sing the song xiao wei… really funny and cute…. haha can try this link…very cute

Wow …. i salute to him

Early in the morning at 6.20am,I woke up… i rush my way to the bbdc as i thought i had booked a driving lesson at 8am….  and while i am in the train and listening to the radio,yes933, then i realised today is 15th May!! OMG!! I`m not sure of the dates…. i called my brother to double check on the dates again(i woke him up from his sleep…. So sorry my bro!) just when  i reaches bukit gombak…he toldl me that the date i booked for my driving lesson is on the 16th May!! OMG!! Why am i so Blur… never check properly before i go.. and the effort of pulling myself up from my sweet dream is gone to waste… I hate myself… then in order for me not to waste this effort… i went straight to the marsiling polyclinic as i wan to have my dental check previously… then i travelled back to the marsiling polyclinic and upon i reached there… i look at the noticeboard there… it mentioned that "if u are walking in as a patient… the estimated waiting time  is 4.5HRS! WAT!!!!!!!!!!! 4.5 HRS…

I really scold $%@#%^%$$%% to myself, almost bang head to the floor!

Kill me ….. quick .. kill me… All the stuff i do dun turn out to be wat  i wanted.. today is really not my day… having no other choice… as i dun wan to wast another 4.5 hrs…so i copied down the clinic`s number… so i can make an appointment…

So i drag myself back home and at the same time grumble abt my stupidity and how unlucky i was…

then when i reached home… i made an appointment with the dental clinic…. as i have a discoloured tooth which i wan to remove it`s colour… then i called them…

Ring…. ring…

the lady: Hello woodlands dental clinic

Me: Hi, good morning.. I will like to make an appointment

That lady: wat is wrong wif ur tooth?

Me: As my front tooth is a lil discoloured… i will like to remove these stain..

That lady: ok… the appointment for u is on the 28 dec morining 1010hrs

Me:WAT!!! 28 DECEMBER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! now is 15 MAY and i make an appointment now… and i have to wait till 28 DEC!!

That lady: So do u still wan it?

Me: ok… i think can forget it le… i can`t wait for that long!

OMG!!! dun tell me the whole woodlands `s people have tooth problem…. lucky ,y tooth dun aches.. but it is a lil ridiculous!! 6 month of waiting… the service is Power lo!! So this is the service that a polyclinic can provide… pls pls lo… why can`t they set up more clinic which give a more affordable prices…  or have more doctor… so that the people no need to queue for such a long time… if there are alot of people who are ill… then employed more doc then… hiaz… anyway we still need to take care of all the people… especially the elderly lo… as today i thought i was early there.. and then i realise that there are already alot of elderly queuing up outside the clinis…. and looking at them..they looked tired lo… sad.. i believe they came at ard 7am while the clinic opens at 8am

OMG!! salute to those early bird… i admit i`m kia su… but they are even more power..An old ginger taste much spicer than the young one!(direct translate from chinese)

WAT is wrong wif the system….. as all of us know that there are more and more old ppl and peopler still do nothing at abt it… so next time if we wan to go to the cheaper polyclinic… is it true that we need to queue up at 6am…. so that we can be attended to our sickness…. or to save $$

@##$%%^^&**&%$$#$%$$@#^%^

SICK!!!!

DATE:10th of May

TIME:12AM

PLACE: ZoUk

I will remember that day …. as that was the day that i get myself drunk.First time… my virgin drunk… haha… but tht nite.. i remember nothing at all…

In the afternoon,Halin me and akuma went to LIDO for a movie… poiseidon..

A story abt shipwreak.. sond like titantic.. but this story is very exciting.. very nice.. but i find that the show just lack of something… something that i cannot mention.. u all may give it a try.. not bad…

Then the 3 of us went over to halin house, after that we meet up wif vern and  all of us went over  to China one… a pub.. That place is nice… a good place for chilling.. and we rest ther.. listen to their musics.. watch some soccer.. then ard 10 pm… we walk to zouk..

by that time… i have already consume some alcohol.. then once we reach zouk… we meet up with all the other guys… ard 15ppl…that is alot of ppl.. luckily akuma nd i got reserve 2 table at zouk.. and we order lots of drinks… if i`m not wrong.. is 3 tray of shooter and 24 jugs…but i`m sure that some people never drink at all lo….as i feel that i was force to drink alot…way too much… first to start the ball rolling is that our OC chris… order 12 flamming lambo and each of us drink one first.. then after that.. that akuma.. keep forcing me to drink… half jug by half jug… keep mixing all the alcohol and yup…. finally… i was down…. i`m sure i drink alot… really alot…

then i think from ther.. i couldn`t remember anything from 12am onward…i know i have did many stun..and vomit all over the place…. but really embarrassing… really have no face to face the rest le… super pai sae… vomit.. and i know i  was so drunk that i cannot stand up…can`t walk properly… even need ppl to help me to toilet… really pai sae… but afterall…. if without She help… i `ill not be at home… as he send me home… if without jane,maggie,alvin,halin,vern,tian,OC, and and all the guys ther.. i think i will be even worst… haha it`s the first time i get drunk and hope it will be the last time… even though i`m confident that i`m a good drinker… but when alcohol are mix… the result is scary… and the feeling of hangover sucks…. feel like dying.. haha.. but afterall… really thanks all of them… my army buddies… and of course my buddy jane! Finally let her saw my drunken face…. but at least i will remember wat she did…. thanks alot for ur blue blacks and punching,slapping… thanks huh!!!! it`s really fun drinking… and clubbingwith all my friends.. but it`s sucks if u over do it…

overall…. Dun drink too much… and i think i going to start my detox plan again… if not my liver will turn blacks lo… for that… i think i set a goal….For one month i will not touch alcohol!! anyone wan to join my plan?? haha u are always welcome!!

Yesterday were raymoon`s birthday but is also mind feng birthday celebrations… so i went to his party at home… and who knows it end up to be like a jc class gathering … it`s almost 2 years that i never see all my classmate.. if i`m not wrong the last time i see them is when i`m taking my A`s level result…. haha and till yesterday… even though not all are presents.. but i`m already very happy to see all of them…

The party starts at 7pm and that zhong kai ask me out at ard 3pm… then from 3 pm.. we been talking non-stop… from cwp we talk… on the bus we talk and till bukit panjang we still talk… very funny…i laugh till my stomach cramps… haha maybe he look more and more like wu zhong xian.. haha but i do most of the talking.. haha.. we even sit in a coffee house(like ya kun) and drink coffee and teh…we even intend  to drink kopi-o and teh-o to make it a full package… then we waited for weijie and hoony hoon… then we proceed to ming fengs hse…

at ming feng house.. we meet up wif the gals.. and all of us chit chat… i couldn`t believe that we can chat till 11plus near 12 pm.. non stop… keep laughing and joking…shooting one another… the only things that i`m afraid off is that i talk too much.. haha as i`m quite hyper at that time… as the nite is still young… the later it gets..the more hyper i become.. haha

but after talking to them…. i realise that i should get to know them better when i`m in jc… i feel so bad that i always fly them aeroplane and keep joining others… haha but now i realise… these friends are also fun and loving… look at zk that jacky wu… haha that gathering was fun.. and i will look forward to another one…

Yar… just nice… while i`m on my way back.. as it`s was bored to be travelling alone…. who knows that serene called me… haha just the right timing where i`m bored… haha she accompany chatting..as she can`t get to sleep… and we chat alot…. and times flies and i reach home without noticing it… amazing… haha then i realise my brother and his Gf is in his room… sad say… it`s means.. no computer for the day and i cannot go to my favourite spots…………….msn

Without any other choice avaiable… i decide to turn in and who knows that i sleep till the next day 12 pm…. wow amazing and i love being a pig…. haha home sweet home… i love my bed… haha

yar  i remember… yesterday while i`m in the bus …tung also jio me to sing karaoke… haha how i wish i can go…but too bad… now my vitamin m is low… if not i will sure go lo… plus i`m tired… haha too bad..cannot join this brother of mine… haha wondering wat is the out come? haha interesting….

haha couldn`t believe that i actually write blogs… but only since yesterday… i realise that got some of my friends actually read them… i was suprise and hope my blogs dun bored u guys… as i`m born a lousy writer… so leave me a comment to shoot me man… let your horse come…

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This morning, just finish playing table tennis with zhimin.. i lost to him 4-3 and the last match is 19-21… wasted… haha but i believe i will win him one day…that is a promise.. a goal. haha

then now again…i`m in front of my computer surfing msn…  and i browse tru alot of people profile… like jane .. and i feel that she really change alot… from her pics and her friends… she indeed is an lucky gal… and i `m really glad to see this sister of mine… so happy into her world…hope that she will be happier as days goes by…. but she is too lazy liao la… dun wan to settle down to study … hope she can fang xia sin lai du shu….bless her…

then by chance i browse at my ex profile… saw her pic… and realise.. she never change… her pattern , her looks never change.. whether is it a good thing or not? i dun know… but the only changes are …she found a good bf.. haha now as i look back… actually break up is a good things afterall… now i truthfully agreed… as we know… if we don`t forgoes the oldes one…then there will never be a chance to  recieve a new / better ones… haha wat am i doing man… sudden become so sendimental like that…weird sae… but is just that even though we broke up… i find that we are much happier now… for both of us… so break up isn`t a bad things… haha so guys… dun be afraid to break up… haha come come join the dark side man…

turn to army….

Now as i going to ORD,… i misses my brothers man… Brother big head , brother big mouth, brother myamar, brother big bird….

i misses the fun time we have in the recruit annex and fun of the top news of brother mayanmar `s operation ons…. super exciting and news… it get us so excitted and it wass fun… these brothers really know how to talk cock… but i think i`m the master too… now i think i love to club wif them… i think more and more stories will be on our ways….. looking at them… how they hook up gals.. are exciting lo..very funny and see how cheeky they can be… laughter laughter…

i will miss them sae… maybe is them who lighten me up…make me more daring and funloving…

haha brothers in arms… haha

———-JANUARY BABY——————–
pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows
emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth.
Stubborn.

———-FEBRUARY BABY ——————–

Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract.Intelligent and clever.
Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental.
Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals.
Loves  freedom.
Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily
hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary
things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and
stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment
and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and
ludicrous.spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

—————–MARCH BABY ——————–
Attractive personality. sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive.
Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity.
Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative
and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings.
Observant and assesses others.

——————APRIL BABY ——————-
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm
and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work
well with others. Very confident. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking
generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for
information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to
motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing.
Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music,
leisure and traveling. Systematic. hott but has brains.

—————–MAY BABY —————–
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp
thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep
feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint.Needs no
motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left
brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually
in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves
literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless.
Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited.

————JUNE BABY————-
You’ve got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around.
You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more
than likely have an a very attractive partner. a wicked hottie. It is also
more than likely that you have a massive record collection. You have a great
choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself -
heck,you’ve got the looks forit!!! IN the next 6 days you will meet someone
that may possibly become  one of your closest friends,

—————-JULY BABY ————–
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet
unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily
consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly.
Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.Moody
and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful.
Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.
Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions
carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of
sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking.
No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past
and the old friends. Waits for
friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to
be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
————AUGUST BABY—————
outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. no self control. kind
hearted. Self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful.easy to get
along with and talk to. has an "every thing’s peachy" attitude. likes
talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not
being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need
of "that someone".
longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by "no pain
no gain" caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. "charming" or
"beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious. independent. strong willed. a
fighter.
————SEPTEMBER BABY—————
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and
affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic.
Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless.
Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have

memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore.
Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.
—————OCTOBER BABY ——————-
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the
center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry
often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making
friends. Easily hurt but  recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not
care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the
hottest AND
sexiest of them all.

This straight-up means ur the most good-looking person possible… better
than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive
in everything. Active in games and interactions.Impatient and hasty.
Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to,
though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know.
Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas.
Sensitive. Active  mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants
the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating
skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative.
Daydreamer.Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding.Able to show
character. one guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to
getting colds. loves music. pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily
bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt.
Sensitive. [A hott new guy/girl will catch your eye & you will catch theirs
too in the next 6 days

30 april 2006 2:56am

It was a long time that i last update my blogs.Now i think it is time for me to do some updating , as i`m bored now and got nothing to do…

First come first ,i`m goin to ORD in 31st may..32 days from now.. and i can`t wait to reach that day… can`t wait to get my pink Ic… and find a part time jobs to earn $$ as i`m broke… i need $$ for my University and hostel…maybe i really spend too much… $700 pay/month end up wif no saving at all… how i spend it …i myself still could not figure out…but i think i can still work to earn some back… so it is no big deals…

okok dun talk abt army… now talk abt my love life again… haha

Recently i think i fall in love wif a gal… she is pretty… straight forward person and very easy going… and i think i love her… i`m lost… i do not know whether is that is she  THE ONE or is that i`m lonely and just need a female companian…. confusion is arising and i need an answer….how am i going to get it? i do not know…but to an aquarius men… is that once he is in love…he will try to convince himself that she is the one and only….I`m actually afraid of it…as last time i did the same and i end up with a tragics…

I do not know how much she weight in me till i went clubbing wif my friends… where i do not have much interest in dancing wif gals.. haha i will put myself away..

but now… after 5 years…2 years as a single and 3 years in my ex relationship… i do not know how to court gals le… i had forgotten how and i think i`m just behaving weirdly in front of her… i talk alot and it`s natural to me to be naughtly… haha is there any schools for courting gals.. i think i need to enlist there….

Infront of my men and while i working…confidence and serious atmostphere is a must…as i do things seriously …but when come to fun…i love to talk cock… the more cocck the better… but dun know why…when come to her… i`m just not the usual self….just one message from her… can send me flying … one chat will lighten my day… i think i `m behaving like a child now… totally not me…

and today, I think she is falling for another guy le,she finally finds the type of guys she love…… very fast…time just swap away if u never sieze it… especially feelings…she went out wif that guy and she sounded happy.. i felt happy for her… really happy… but also a lil jealous.. but my weightage of these two mix feeling as indeed a lil improportions… as i feel 90%happy and only 10 %jealous..as i know that i does not suit her… she is more of the happy and fashionable perfectionist. But i think i could not give her that… but i never feel sad…. haha to me.. i think i just believe that if u like someone… and if u never seize it fast… it will go… but how to seize that required courage and lucks….

remember how that time that i was stun… as my character is that ,when u wan me to talk or chat.. i can talk non stop… but how can a person talk non stop? he required motivation and participation by his partner… if u just give him a lil acknowlegment ,he will continue.. and if u remain quiet and only listen and not particiate… he will eventually be discourage and quiet down..i think this is how i feel… so due to many cases or fact.. i think `m trying to convince myself that she is not the one… haha hope it`s works… but  deep inside me i will not think so…. haha

okok actually i just type this out..purely is that i`m bored and have nothing to do… bored due to clearing leave…. but everytime i fall into another gal… it always make me discourage and lost of my confidence… it always happen.. may be my height is a factors? but i normal to see me feels inferior..but once it`s over…. i think i will be  back to normall… it`s require time.

IF you wan to have something u NEVER HAD BEFORE,

Then u must start doing stuff that u NEVER DID………

So should i start doing stuff that will shock everyone??………….

We shall see ………….

maybe things will happen………..

maybe not…….

Who knows? why think so much abt future where u never know wat is the outcome….

ISN`T IT BORING TO LIVE IN A LIFE WHERE U KNOW THE FUTURE AND THE OUTCOME..??

I WILL RATHER LIVE IN THE WORLD WHERE SURPRISES AND UNPREDICTED  SITUATION SET ASIDE FOR ME  TO OVERCOME OR EXPERIENCE….

YOU WILL NOT FEEL HAPPY IF U NEVER TASTE REAL SADDNESS WERE….

YOU WILL NOT LEARN TO APPRECIATE STUFF TILL WHEN U LOST IMPORTANTS THINGS BEFORE…

So now… i think i`m actually enjoy lifes… hope everyone feel the same too!!