Nicholas

Again…. I had nothing to do ….. and have to turn to my blog …. But this time it will be my last blog till one month later….. .Erm…. wat should i type now?…….

Yar!..Yesterday! I will talk about yesterday,15th of july, what did i had for the whole day.I met zhimin for a game of pool in CWP and it was an enjoyable game even though i lost badly…. but i still perfered to  play wif him… and ard noon… we  met jane and  pei ren for lunch … and they introduce two of their buddies to us…. and we went for KTV in party world…..Ha only then did i realise that my singing is horrible… haha by  listening to my voice i felt so weird…. I think i must do more intense training in my bathroom then! ha I know it`s lame…

Then after the singing… we went for  supper and then we had a chit chat session,like usual… but honest speaking…. after looking at jane,peiren,zhimin, and two of their friends….. i really felt that i am so short… ha.. really felt so embarrassed… so pai sae…… that i am so short.. but wat to do…. height is something we cannot change…. L L S T… haha

Wow…. this was my fourth time typing my blogs…. and the previous three are unable to be posted up….. Sad man!. Waste my effort… but now.. what i want to say is that….I know some of my friends has read my blog… and they had left down their comment… And it`s quite fun to read them….. i think this has become a channel for communication man! NOT A BAD IDEAS!! haha btw… really thanks to those who cares to read my stuff…. and to find out how i been doing? I really appreciated it! THanks Guys!

Today , my army friends and i went to the sentosa sunset bay! wow…. it`s really fun man! we play all sort of games, from frisbe to volleyball to soccer,swimming and even wreslting.Of course,we also meet some girls,some nice babes!,and we played together.Some of my friends are really funny….. and today we really enjoy ourself…..as i recall…the moset exciting part is when we watch how our friends approached the girls…. ha really fun…although none of us go and asked for their number,but we know that ,it is enough …. as we enjoy the day…. HAHA …… i think i will go to sentosa for sun-tanning more often then……Today is a nice day!Fun

A Request!

Thanks for reading my blog! and if u had read it… pls leave ur comment? so at least i know who have read my blog?

I had a bad habit of assuming and predicting the outcoming, so no matter what are the activities that i am going to do, i will try to forsee the result,This even include playing and going out with friends. This habit always cause me lots of trouble, as i will always think the activites are boring and the outcome is sian!! Until one day i realised that this shouldn`t be the way and things normally don`t happened as u predicted.

One of the days, as i am so bored, i decided to go swimming alone at noon. At 12pm, i ask myself which idiot will go swimming wif me at this hour? So i went to the swimming complex and i was stunned by the people in the pool….There were so many ppl and most of them are friends,who i lost touch with,…..girls of course!! and i ask myself how close it was that i almost miss this opportunity. hey! i was happy as i met my long lost friends and nothing else ok! dun try to think of others ok? ha

As i remember, i recieve a sms from one of my friend,Zhong kai, as he read my blog and he asked me why am i so sad and pessimistic?Erm… regarding to this ma……

So let me clarify with u guys….. I am fine and don`t worry… as i like to confine my thoughts in the blog.. and this doesn`t mean that i am sad… it`a just a comment and i am still unaffected… still happy … and fine….

As typing those unhappy stuff into this blog is another sort of way to destress….. ha a effective one too! and wat happen to those happy experience that i encounter? you might asked? So let me tell u! If i have happy encounters …. do u think i still have the time to type that in the blog? of coz no la!! must enjoy first la! Time is precious! haha

(This pic are taken the day just before my Ns enlistment)

As  i browse tru this pic…. all those memories start to flash upon my head…Pure Friendship..Pure trust and the strong believe in their heart. Really give me a great support to push me on to face my next phase of life…….

and now…. after serving for one year +… as i look back upon myself, there is indeed great changes.Even though i do not want to admit it…. but reality is still the fact.Army has change my mentality and physically in a good way or vice versus? My character has changed, my way of viewing the world has change…or another way round… the way the world view me is different?People around me are different, their way of approaching their dream are different too? So am i rite to say that this is the route to grown up?……………………….YES!

We have all grown up! So maybe i still do not have enough preparation to face it…. as i still preferred the past( just like most ppl, thinking in a childish way)As i just dislike those troubles and the ugly side of every single soul in the world…I know that it is undeniable…. So i think i should just follow the crowd…. and join the time marathon.

"TRUST" is a very simple word… everyone know it but not everyone practice it.As all of us,including me,are afraid to be cheated or been betrayed.Therefore we hold ourselves back and protect ourselves from all this harm…

So let me tell you my experience and i am sure all of u will say that i am stupid.. after u read my article

One day, on the 4th of july, I was going to meet a girl…. that i know tru the net… we was about to meet somewhere in the north and just about the time that we going to meet,she made another call to me.She said she need some cash urgently and she promise me that she will returned it to me, when we met…So without further a do, i take out all my cash in my wallet,around $60,and i lent it to her…………….I guess i no need to continue and all of u will know the result……I LOST MY $60……

I admit that i am stupid, as i never really use my pea brain to think before i do.As i trust everyone,and believe in everything that my friend had said.As i thought that noone will have such a wicked heart to harm others,like cheating.The outcomes had proof me wrong… and i will remember that day that i was cheated for the first time in my life.No more next time, Never in my life.

Why do People have to hurt one another? This will  cause more ppl to be more reserved and those basic Values like"Trust" had to be forfieted…..

I hate to admit that…

but is this wat we call….

THE REAL WORLD!!