Recently have some trouble bothering me…. i have some difficulties on communicating wif ppl and what can one do to express themselves to others where this person has no common interest wif u nor have any chemistry…. things are much hard to handle… A hard encounter and a hard start to be in….. how to create that topics and fun encounter… ppl pls enlighten me man!!
Just went to my grandma tombstone to pray… ha time really flies… remember that i last saw my grandma lying on the bed… and then saw her in her`s coffin,holding her cold hands… and now she is buried under the ground… and it`s 100 days ago! Really fast…. time really wait for no one!
Now, i am preparing to book in soon! The so call "no life" lifestyle that an army boy have is really meaningless…. maybe it because i haven enjoy enough… but maybe there isn`t any girls in camp man! ha sound horny….! but the fact is guys do like girls…. so do gals….
Sometime i wonder… that my horoscope,aquarius, has a common characteristic among one another…. It`s when we aquarius like someone… we will behave in such a way that we will put him/her above anything and behave as if it`s our first love…. sacrifies and 100% commitment is an assurance! I heard this from someone… but i dun know whether is it true? so i must check it out man!! ha
As i was arrowed to be a PS now! i realised that i started to change….. i had become fiercer and demand higher standard from my men… maybe it`s due to responsibility and pressure,or stress that i cannot handle..? I hate to do that but i have to be the bad guy to ensure discipline…and their well being…. ha life is getting tougher lo!but i just wan them to be a better men! and i hope they will understand in future! but been a intructor is indeed not easy…. superior will press u and u have to push ur men! ha sandwiches and army also taught me that life is never unfair! but ppl also say that " LIFE IS FAIR…. AS LIFE IS UNFAIR TO EVERYONE" so i think i agree with it man! but i still feel that life is tough too! and it`s not everyone have a tough life! ha think abt it!
PPl just know how to complaint and compare…. compare one to a better person is just that u are been harsh to urself… so why compare ? why ill-treat urself…. u must love urself b4 other ppl love u then!
Ok! leave Army aside…. what other things can i talk abt then…? erm… girls? ha maybe.. but today i have lunch wif a lady… a cute gal,sweet,straight- forward, tough, and a easy going gal so nice and is a shopping queen… ha a nice girl to know ha sound like i am interested rite? (ha u all dun think too much then! it just my normal friend )… and later… i met jane for a game of pool…. wow pool was a nice game/ a nice indoor sport… i find that it`s relaxing and fun…. beside that i also feel that bowling, movie,karaoke are also very fun…. so nice time u guys have any of these activity… pls feel free to look for me man! haha
